I remember going to the step to chase the cat outside. I'm at the top of the stairs eyeballing the creature, then, out of the side of my eye, I see something that draws my attention. It appaered to be hands and a head in next door's garden - I look over to see which way round they are I couldnt stop looking !!! It just looked all wrong and while I was looking and daydreaming at what seemed to be thye back of someones head, the view changed - I saw piercing eyes looking back at me for just a second before scurrying back in doors - I dont know who was more embarrassed them or me....I just dont know why I get myself in theses places - I had just "sorted myself out" now I've got something even more stupid to feel guilty about.....
I will be thankful for the chance to learn about myself. God please help me - I feel so needy of you when stuff like this happens and yet I feel so afraid of some obscure consequence being put before me and not reckognised. I'm sorry to speak ill and to be ill and pray for emotional health.
