Just like most things in life, you can try them on a certain day and nothing works. The example is, of course, the last time I wanted to leave a blog, it didnt work, and I though that it was me just being thick again not being able to see whats right under my nose. I'm here 24 hours later doing nothing different and here I am blogging away not doing anything different to yesterday - I used to work in IT - and probably would again if it wasnt so fustrating in the " hit and miss" area. I have some pretty substantial blagging techniques to explain why things dont work but theres only so much you can do with a "small auberguine"
Anyway I'm not here to be moany, it's the opposite which is on my heart - to remind all those who dont already know that there are so many things that you can thank God for and I pray He allows me to be more fluent in this activity.
I'm not a "pedo" when I say I love children - I work in a primary school as a TA. I cant say I'm the best at my job but I try to be there for the kids and be there for them like Gods there for me - I've been able to have regular lessons and reminders regarding forgiveness, grudges and patience that no money can buy. The Kids wind me up - but they're brilliant too. God sees us in pretty much the same way IMHO. I'm under the most pressure at lunchtime during the outdoor play session - I'm surrounded by dozens of them buzzing past - all talking \ screaming \hurting themselves\ demanding I tell someone off - at the same time. Then one of them will grab your hand , or give you a hug - or you may just establish eye contact with one child across the playground for a second, they smile, then carry on playing. Something so small give you a lift that will carry you all day. When God makes sense of something for you, or tells me to "give it another go" it's like that fleeting glance through the crowd.
So thank You Lord for machines that are irrational.
Thank you Lord for "short people".
Thanks for what they can show big people about the big picture!!
